I want so much for everything to just get back to “normal”. I am realizing that my life is never going to get any easier. I’m fighting a battle with mental illness and losing. I just want my little girls back. I’m tired of losing myself in this battle. Fuck I’m just tired…
Not sure if anyone follows me anymore but this is my story. My husband found out that I had an online Dominate. Which led to a lot of trying to save our marriage. Then my youngest daughter @ the age of 14 almost lost her life to suicide. After months in mental health hospitals she is home. I’ve been through hell this year and thought reopening this blog would give me a voice again. I am struggling daily just to make it through daily tasks. Sometimes I miss losing reality in my online life, I know that it was unhealthy and my husband didn’t have to keep me afterwards and I thank him for not kicking me out.
My husband.. (my Daddy) and I have been through hell and back. He found my secret addiction to bdsm and that I had online Doms. But instead of throwing me away, he fought to get us back. Now he is my Daddy.. My husband.. My best friend. I love my life now
Wrist (Ankle, Waist, Thigh, etc.) Catch
This is a very good knot to use if you expect your partner to struggle. This knot stands out from others because it will not tighten down if pulled on and is a very important safety feature.
Step 1 - Start with the midpoint of a length of rope and position it as shown.
Step 2 - Pull the double cords through the loop.
Step 3 - Wrap those cords around the wrist and.
Step 4 - Pull the double cords through the new loop you just formed. You have now very quickly placed 4 cords around the wrist.
Step 5 - Grab the free ends of the rope and pull them completely through the loop you made in step 4. (This is the lock.)
Step 6 - Pull those cords all the way through. And tighten the knot.
Step 7 - This is what the knot looks like under tension.
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