Cajun Suga
The sun stopped shining for me is all. The whole story is: I am sad. I am sad all the time and the sadness is so heavy that I can’t get away from it. Not ever.
Nina LaCour, Hold Still (via booksquoteslove)

I tried to hide my depression for years. Now it’s so heavy I can barely function.

tylerknott:

O Captain! My Captain!  It’s officially National Suicide Prevention Week and since I’ve been teaming up with @TWLOHA for the release of my book, Chasers of the Light, I saw it only fit to help them out and participate in the No One Else Can Play Your Part campaign.  
No one else can play my part because I know what low feels like and I know how darkness can leak in and I know that there is always a light to chase.  I know that words can heal and hope can rise and that we can wash the dark stains from our day.
Do you have your “No One Else” shirt yet?  Head over to @twloha and click the link in their bio.  Donate.  Give.  Spread awareness.  We must eradicate this disease that takes away so many, so early.

tylerknott:

O Captain! My Captain!  It’s officially National Suicide Prevention Week and since I’ve been teaming up with @TWLOHA for the release of my book, Chasers of the Light, I saw it only fit to help them out and participate in the No One Else Can Play Your Part campaign.  

No one else can play my part because I know what low feels like and I know how darkness can leak in and I know that there is always a light to chase.  I know that words can heal and hope can rise and that we can wash the dark stains from our day.

Do you have your “No One Else” shirt yet?  Head over to @twloha and click the link in their bio.  Donate.  Give.  Spread awareness.  We must eradicate this disease that takes away so many, so early.

tylerknott:

My rad partner @sarahlinden is taking a stand against suicide this week as well.  We are happy to work with @ twloha and help spread awareness for National Suicide Prevention Week. Here’s why no one else can play Her part:
"No one else can play my part because I have to show my kids how beautiful this world is.  Because I am a mother, and I am a fighter, and I am a chaser of the light."
Do you have your “No One Else” shirt yet?  Head over to @twloha and click the link in their bio.  Donate.  Give.  Spread awareness.  We must eradicate this disease that takes away so many, so early.

tylerknott:

My rad partner @sarahlinden is taking a stand against suicide this week as well.  We are happy to work with @ twloha and help spread awareness for National Suicide Prevention Week. Here’s why no one else can play Her part:

"No one else can play my part because I have to show my kids how beautiful this world is.  Because I am a mother, and I am a fighter, and I am a chaser of the light."

Do you have your “No One Else” shirt yet?  Head over to @twloha and click the link in their bio.  Donate.  Give.  Spread awareness.  We must eradicate this disease that takes away so many, so early.

I want so much for everything to just get back to “normal”.  I am realizing that my life is never going to get any easier. I’m fighting a battle with mental illness and losing.  I just want my little girls back.  I’m tired of losing myself in this battle.  Fuck I’m just tired…

I want so much for everything to just get back to “normal”. I am realizing that my life is never going to get any easier. I’m fighting a battle with mental illness and losing. I just want my little girls back. I’m tired of losing myself in this battle. Fuck I’m just tired…

Not sure if anyone follows me anymore but this is my story. My husband found out that I had an online Dominate. Which led to a lot of trying to save our marriage. Then my youngest daughter @ the age of 14 almost lost her life to suicide. After months in mental health hospitals she is home. I’ve been through hell this year and thought reopening this blog would give me a voice again. I am struggling daily just to make it through daily tasks. Sometimes I miss losing reality in my online life, I know that it was unhealthy and my husband didn’t have to keep me afterwards and I thank him for not kicking me out.

I love it when he does this to me

I love it when he does this to me

My husband.. (my Daddy) and I have been through hell and back. He found my secret addiction to bdsm and that I had online Doms. But instead of throwing me away, he fought to get us back. Now he is my Daddy.. My husband.. My best friend. I love my life now

I’m so happy right now

I’m so happy right now